*emo mode*

Have you ever felt that the world is very unjust?
Have you ever felt that everything isn't fair for you?
Have you ever felt that tomorrow might not always be a better day?
Have you ever felt that you do not deserve this?
Have you ever felt that you have given everything and yet you do not get the results?
Have you ever felt that things always don't go your way?
Have you ever felt that your efforts are all wasted down the drain?

I'm feeling those right now. I have this feeling, always. Since secondary.
I hope it will not be for the rest of my life.

Why? Of all the people why me? What did I do to deserve this?
I put in so much of effort and time on my research and my results?
It's as though i don't even have to put in effort to get those marks!
I'm so tired, frustrated and disappointed.
It reminds me of PMR, working so hard and yet missed an A
It reminds me of CPE, being hardworking and so what? Almost pass.
Almost = Nothing
I'm so sick of all these happening to me!

The worst part is, you see people get to score effortlessly!
Why is the world so unfair?
You see people getting stupid assignments from seniors and make it theirs!
I did my research, I made my assumptions and argued based on it.
I have my stand.
But the suggested answer is very objective
I thought Law was supposed to be very subjective?

I feel that the world is against me. What can I do?

And yet i have to shove all these inside to put on a happy face to send off one of my good friend(Mel JC) to Ireland just now. When all my friends teared, my heart wanted to tear as well.

How could this happen to me?

*emo mode* for the entire day.