R.B. Jordan

IT'S NOT HOW MUCH YOU ACCOMPLISH IN LIFE THAT REALLY COUNTS,
BUT HOW MUCH YOU GIVE TO OTHERS.
IT'S NOT HOW HIGH YOU BUILD YOUR DREAMS THAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE,
BUT HOW HIGH YOUR FAITH CAN CLIMB.
IT'S NOT HOW MANY GOALS YOU CAN REACH,
BUT HOW MANY LIVES YOU CAN TOUCH.
IT'S NOT WHO YOU KNOW THAT MATTERS,
BUT WHO YOU ARE INSIDE.
BELIEVE IN THE IMPOSSIBLE,
HOLD TIGHT TO THE INCREDIBLE,
AND LIVE EACH DAY TO ITS FULLEST POTENTIOL.
YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO YOUR WORLD.

sigh

There goes my cell phone
There goes all my contacts cuz it's not saved in the sim card
There goes all my messages
There goes all the

sweet/sad/inspiring/motivational/disappointing/discouraging/encouraging
/enthusiastic/friendly/lovely/meaningful/useless/important messages

bad luck? tough luck?

• lost my monash car park ticket 2 days ago(fine RM20)
• Big problem with my cell phone, just a blank screen. Able to black out randomly anytime.If not, it will remain a white screen. Occasionally will be back to normal. -_-
• Went get Jas's car for her, wading through the rain. Sooner or later, flu.
• Home at 11pm today, slippery, almost slipped and fell. Stupid slippers!
• Home at 9pm yesterday
• Lack of sleep
• Had BKT again with some of the badminton gang and some other friend's friends
• Met Aaron(knew him thru Vann and Choo)
• He was sitting next to my table in the library for a couple of times
• He is wearing Quantum Science
• He is a Liverpool fan
• He is taking Consumer Behaviour during summer(Coincidently my application for that unit was approved today)
• In short, FATED but DAM GAY!!
• Lots of hassle to get my phone fixed. Haihzz.
• Problematic phone caused so much of worries from my family and Jas for not able to reach me when they needed to.

Summary of my unusual diet

• Forgetting my oat(yay)
• Mc D at 7am with bros, to study, as if!
• Fish Oil pills since 2 weeks ago
• Fried rice for lunch
• Chocolate-jammed bread for lunch
• Some salted fish whatever chicken rice for dinner
• Roti Bakar CHEESE with fries for supper
• Vege and Egg for supper
• Curry puff for supper
• Orange for supper-desert
• Choco-biscuit from France for another round of desert

OMG!!! I couldn't believe what I've just eaten today!

I guess I'm having the Pre-Exam Hormonal Stress Eating Disorder(PEHSED)

By the time exam ends, I think I'll be as round as a balloon. -_-

I need supplements badly. So much for my healthy diet for the past 3 months.

IDIOT!

My racquet was stolen! By some kids/students!
How daring!! I left my ArmorTec Technique 900 on the bench just a few steps away from the court that i was training at. My coach and other mates were there, and they still manage to steal it?? In a matter of seconds I would say. I went to get my water nearby and when I'm back it's GONE! And the kids disappeared! It's as good as gone but we will see...

Those blardy nincompoop, ne'er-do-well, idiots,dumb asses,...useless jabronies mc assholes!!! TUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whoever that is, take my knuckle sandwich with pleasure!

...

I am trying to overturn this obsessively overwhelming oppressive ordeal of procrastination by overworking myself operatively, overhauling my over-confidence with an orthodox optimism to outshine the overcast deep within me. Sounds obstructive? Just open-mindedly oblige to my oblivion objective! =p


On another note, TC Tang, my macroecons lecturer and tutor, pronounces
Sacrifice Ratio ,
as SCARIFIED RATIO

HAAHHAAHAHAAHAHAA
Sorry, I couldn't control myself...
I've been laughing my arse off for the past two weeks of lecture!

HOLO

Take 5 teaspoons of Horlick,
5 teaspoons of Milo,
mixed, iced,
And there you go, Voila!! HOLO!
It's AWFUL!
I rather drink MUD. LOL!

Anna's big day

From what I see from our sing K session, I conclude that these people, namely

• Anna(Japanese specialty)
• Vannessa(very very pro)
• Melissa(sammi all the way)
• Nicholas(he's the man)

CAN SING DAMN WELL!!

I am very much intimidated altho it was only my second outing to sing K.

But it was fun! Let's hope everyone did! =)

TTMEM,F

I'm broke, hence the title, Trying To Make Ends Meet, Financially!

With 650 on hold(cuz my coach hasn't paid me),
I would still have to forge out another 50 for my car loan, for last month and this month.
Because... I simply have no $ to pay for last month's LOL
Why? Cuz last month I bought a racquet that cost me 450.
And I was already being lectured by ALEC!! -_-

ALEC: " U r buying something u dun even need. There will always be a new model of racquet. Don't make it a habit. People can go bankrupt. Haihz. By sighing u r releasing it slowly" HAHA.

I will remember it. Words of wisdom by someone who is independent, been there, done it.

But until then, I only have 200 for this month. How to survive?-_- u tell me...

Shopping?

Yup! Shopping!*winkwink*

It's so hard to shop for someone's bday present, given the fact that you don't really know what that person is fond of or what stuff he/she would never dream of having.

Well at least I know what colors that "orang =p" likes, cuz it's the same as mine. =p
But unfortunately, due to the time limit of 1 hour, I only got what seemed to be the best, although it was kinda a let-down cuz I couldn't get black for the designs that I liked.

I wouldn't categorise that 1 hour of shopping as impulsive but rather desperate. Haha. That's the only opportunity and time I have to get something for her.

Eventually getting the best that the whole of mid valley and gardens' could offer me in this short period of time, I was late for my coaching session! by 15 minutes!

It would be a double blow for me if the orang does not fancy it as I used up 1.5weeks of my allowance.

Money and material is not the issue, it's the heart that counts =p

I've done my best for someone whom I think is
worthwhile/worthful(?)/worthy/whatever :)

Chaos?

• Dream came true, havoc for 1 hour just to check and backtrack, realising that the figure was actually right
• Slept at 4am, the previous night 5am
• Uncertainties with balance sheet, havoc for another 1 hour in the morning
• Another submission due 11am, fortunately seeked helped from Jas to help me submit
• Acc assignment due 5pm but by 1pm I'm done, finally
• Entered into Monash Parking and NO PARKING??
• Scouted for 20 minutes before finally getting one, pay 2 bucks to waste 20 minutes of time and petrol!
• Left my pendrive at home when I needed it.
• Saviour for KC & Kai(acc), Jas(paying her parking ticket and delivering it to her in her lecture hall), fetched KC home. Damn gay!
• Bought DVDs to watch
• Watched Ironman finally =)
• OLYMPIQUE MARSEILLE 1 - 2 LIVERPOOL(Gerrard, Gerrard) 16/9/2008
• LIVERPOOL 2 - 1 CREWE (Agger, Lucas) 23/9/2008
• EVERTON 0 - 2 LIVERPOOL(Torres, Torres)
• LIVERPOOL 3 - 1 PSV(Gerrard, Keane, Kuyt)
• It was Gerrard's 100th goal and Keane's 1st goal for Liverpool
• Manchester City 2 - 3 LIVERPOOL ( Torres, Torres, Kuyt)
• LIVERPOOL are the comeback kings!
• Chaotic? not my favourite team at least =p

hungry!

I'm so hungry!
My last meal was half a day ago!
I'm eating some very nice biscuits now
About to finish the whole jar! =S
It basically means by dinner I'll be too full.
HAHA.

Well, one of my dreams which i do not want it to come true, came half true.
My buddy's mom taught or rather tutor me in acc
And here I am struggling with an assignment due tomorrow
But she helped me all the way
In return, I've paid her almost 1000 for all the lessons throughout the week
Well I've gained and let's hope all the money won't be wasted down the drain
Anyway, back to the dream,
I was in a dilemma whether to trust her answers, or my own answers
"Trust her or trust yourself"??
I've not encountered this prob YET, so let's cross our fingers.
So it's half true.

Somethings that I see, a scenario or whatever will look familiar to me because it has appeared in my dreams. I dunno whats wrong with me... abnormal??

keep holding on

Keep holding on,
Cuz I know I'll make it through, make it through,
Just stay strong,
But there's no one here for me .
Just me, myself and my acc assignment!
uuurrgghhh!!!
Tak payah tidur!! -_-
But my eyes are no eagle eyes
Very heavy and tired! -_-
I need inspiration
I lack motivation
I want concentration
I do not have the confidence
To make it through
See myself through
All I can do is believe?
No such thing!
We must sacrifice something in return of those ripe fruits
And I have no choice but to sacrifice....
SLEEP!

"orang"

Being her so-called "one of my best GIRL chat buddies", I suggested we celebrate Anna's bday but instead it turned out to be an outing. However it was fun, not sure whether that orang enjoyed it or not. We only had the intention to eat and have fun, but she seemed unhappy, disappointed. Maybe it wasn't up to the expectation and I entirely blame it on myself although I was the suggester. Instead of bowling, we probably should have gone for ice skating where we can embarass ourselves or rather myself to give that orang at least a good laugh. =p
Being a laughing stalk is a big sacrifice k? =p

On another note, that orang(omg that's so not me to call her that),
-super poked and scratched my lower rib. Suppose to tickle but ended up pain due to the orang's long nails
-super kicked me
-twisted my right wrist due to her unsuccessful judo stunt trying to flip me over
-pushing me into the women's toilet(worst yet to come)
-super crab vice-gripped the tendons of my shoulder/neck!
(damn pain/numb as though as the archery session wasn't numb-ing enough)
So much so for being the orang's girl chat buddy. -_-
Nonetheless, I like chatting with that orang, I feel so much younger! =p

As if I'd not enough of that orang, she even appeared in my dreams last night!
Only god knows what dream it was!

The old town hazelnut blend proved unsuccessful in keeping me awake.

Good morning! It's so contradicting, I heard the bells and honks of people getting married moments ago and now I'm listening to the trumpets and drum rolls of someone who passed away.

No TIME

No TIME?
Then what the heck am I doing now?
What am I supposed to do?
Procrastinator!
Time = gold
If this so-called proverb is true,
Based on my actions/doings for the past hours,
Then Gold is WORTHLESS!
This shouldn't be happening at all!
I don't wanna be a procrastinator for life!
The current situation suggests that
I'm on my way to be one
I mean I'm already one
As a result I think I need punishments
To inspire myself! I need the fire within!
I'll write something to remind myself (x10)

Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time
Procrastination is the thief of time

DO NOT LET TIME BE STOLEN BY PROCRASTINATING!

I'm defeated! I give up! No effect whatsoever!
I better go sleep. LOL

wake up

September has ended,
And I'm still half awake.
9 months has gone so fast.
Sunshine, rain, storm
Been through it all.

Sometimes as i gaze upon
The heavy rain drops,
Sometimes as i feel
The breeze, and
The howling calls of the wind,
I felt that i could unleash,
Unlock and loosen myself.
Sometimes when the rain
Never seem to stop,
I really never wanted it to stop
Eventually the sun will be back
To put a smile on people's face
But sometimes I'd rather
The gloominess and darkness of the rain
Keep me away from the sun
Hide myself in the midst of the pour
Because no one
Will see what i see
Feel what i feel
Sense what i sense
From the rain.

As the rain slowly sudsides
As the rain drops get lesser
That's when time is up
I have to wake up
And face the reality.

When I saw you since a week ago, I really miss the rain.
I miss the happiness I found in the rain which only I will know