wake up

September has ended,
And I'm still half awake.
9 months has gone so fast.
Sunshine, rain, storm
Been through it all.

Sometimes as i gaze upon
The heavy rain drops,
Sometimes as i feel
The breeze, and
The howling calls of the wind,
I felt that i could unleash,
Unlock and loosen myself.
Sometimes when the rain
Never seem to stop,
I really never wanted it to stop
Eventually the sun will be back
To put a smile on people's face
But sometimes I'd rather
The gloominess and darkness of the rain
Keep me away from the sun
Hide myself in the midst of the pour
Because no one
Will see what i see
Feel what i feel
Sense what i sense
From the rain.

As the rain slowly sudsides
As the rain drops get lesser
That's when time is up
I have to wake up
And face the reality.

When I saw you since a week ago, I really miss the rain.
I miss the happiness I found in the rain which only I will know