Dreams II

• Fetched both of Jas's sisters while she was driving with her mom as we headed for dinner at some place. I remember overtaking her car and laughing at her. LOL
• And for the first time, her family members appeared in my dreams and for the first time her dad(deceased) appeared as well.
• I parked my car quite far away from some restaurant. And her dad asked me why parked so far and then realised I wasn't some member who can bribe those JPA people to park right in front of the restaurant. (That's very lame)
• Her dad's colleagues and workers were present too.
• Then for all I know, I was in some room in an airport, filling up forms after forms before departure. I only notice non-Malaysians walking in and out of that room. I think I was with friends, nothing to do with Jas.
• I was off to Slovakia/Slovenia
• WTH???

Very weird! Twice! Two nights in a row!! Why is this happening to me? Is it an indication? I really don't know...

Dreams

Trying to recall everything as I would have slowly forgotten the dreams one by one. The funny thing is, I dreamt about Jas the whole night only to know that she too dreamt of me the moment I checked my phone once I was awake. Wonder if we had the same dreams? So without further hesitation before my memories fail me, here goes...

• We entered a biology room somewhere in Monash, and together we saw piles of toad's brains, intestines, livers, hearts, etc all separated/removed from their body and placed categorised-ly on some big table. Ew! and I can still feel the scent coming from that room! I don't know why in the blue hell my smelling senses could work eventhough it is a dream! Seeing, listening and feeling will be present, no doubt but smell? Call me weird! Seriously I've no idea!
• After the room, we were supposed to cross a bridge over to some park that looks like Bukit Jalil park! Sunway and Bukit Jalil connected by a bridge! Joke of the day! Please just bear with me =) Anyway, while I was about to go downstairs to cross the road over to the other side, Jas stopped me and said " Doink! up here! there's a bridge we can use to get across faster!". She opened this labelless door and there's a bridge! Not sure it's indoor or outdoor bridge though, =P
• After we crossed, we walked along some path looking at sceneries before we got into the car, meaning we parked the car at Bukit Jalil and cross the bridge to get to Monash -_- Soon we saw a bunch of people like somewhat running away from something! TRUE enough they were running away, from MONKS! LOL. You know, those CONMEN MONKS who CON everyone they see? And they were very near our car so we rushed into our car surrounded by them, got in fast, locked and drove off!!! HAHA!!

That's all I could recall throughout the entire 9 hours of sleep. LOL. If it's not for my bro who woke me up, I would have continued my dream! HAHA! I was listening to I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith and it totally reminded me of Jas(Miss ya!=p) and Blades of Glory!! Damn funny and Gay movie!!

"Hand in Hand, Heart to Heart, My Love for You, Shall Never Part"

I will always keep this piece of heart-shaped paper of love, given and written by Jas quite some time ago, in my wallet, also given by Jas. =p

So much for now! I have to go brush! LOL. You see, I just got up and here I am hogging my laptop =p

So Much, Too Much

Well, I can start by saying that I used to shave in 20 seconds but yesterday I took 2000 seconds simply because I didn't shave for 2 weeks. Trouble-free and laziness after the exams are the sole reason why I was reluctant to shave, only to the point where my mom, dad, aunt got pissed off with my 'janggut'. My hair is considered long according to mom, who also got pissed off with my hair. I can practically 'fing tao' like a dog to dry my hair after bathing. My nails are getting on my nerves and my mom's too but I'm just plain lazy. Not to mention, my table, car and books are all in a mess! A very untidy me indeed. -_-

By the way, I HAVE to put on my RM200 glasses when I drive at night, when I'm using the PC and when I'm watching the TV. So Pathetic! But what can I do? I don't want my asthmatism to get from bad to worse. And sad to say, due to some memory card error, I was unable to load pictures into my computer. So some ideas, thoughts, and pictures(of me in specs for the first time in history) will be uploaded another time.

I had torn my hamstring(muscle at the back of leg), according to my coach. The agonising pain around that area lasted for 1 week after some footwork training the week before.I couldn't even sleep and sit in peace because the muscle is situation near my butt. LOL. I had to put ice on it, hoping that it would heal faster but as I felt better, I got another injury. This time it's the front thigh muscle due to futsal. The back muscle was set for recovery and now the front muscle is injured. Both on my right leg. The futsal game was rough as we played Selangor state players, and I was only playing for my bro's team, no where near my team! However so, I still had my training with Nicholas, my most formidable badminton partner so far. We trained doubles stuffs for a competition but we pulled out because there are just too many state players and sports school players plus the venue is in Klang. Training was fun and we will continue to improve the partnership as there'll be other competitions available before he flys off to Australia.

On another note, Jas and I are back on terms, only to know that she'll be flying off to Australia next year. I do not know how to describe my feelings but I'm looking at the positive side of things. We're doing the best for each another, I'm not trying to think too much. Hopefully things will work out smoothly and in no time, I will join her there. I'm only worried for her. Worried about her safety, friends, the people, the society, accomodation, laundry, food and so much more but I know she can cope with it, she's independant when needed to =) I feel as though as I'm treating her like my daughter =p

I should just appreciate time, don't worry and be happy =)

As Busy As A B

I finally wrote the letter on Thursday. It's all fated. We were having a small badminton session amongst secondary, which is not my main intention, even so, it was no sweat at all =p. All fated as there was an opportunity for me to execute my plan. (Not the right time to elaborate).

Home, dinner and while i was dozing at the sofa, Melissa called, asking me to join them for yum cha session. I wanted too but it was already 9.30pm. Fearing rejection, i asked my parents. Miraculously, they allowed me to , probably it was due to my bro's UPSR results so they were in the mood. So off I went! Once I reached the so-called Old KFC building, I went find them on the fifth floor where the badminton courts are situated. Feeling reluctant but very dissatisfied with my previous badminton session, i put on my FUTSAL shoes (LOL) as I've no intention of playing or whatsoever (so I left my badminton shoes at home), took two racquets from my car and see me fly! My partnership with Nicholas was just undeniably great, perfect understanding and fun. We can get the job done and yet enjoy a whole lot out of it. Too bad Wirhan's partner (Mr Cool) wasn't around, if not we would have challenged them since the both of them are Monash's No 1 doubles. Sad to say, Wirhan is getting his ass back to Indon for 4 months so by the time he's back, Nicholas will be off to Australia. No fate, no determination of the better pair. =(

We had so much fun , maybe cuz of my presence(LOL). Atmosphere is different and it's surely different without the power house, ME! =p Nic and I shouted, yelled more than we play. LOL. I ended the day with a yum cha session. I got to know that Melissa, despite her tall and tough stature, IS AFRAID OF COCKROACHES!! LOL! She was yelling her way back to the car accompanied by millions of cockroaches by the roadside!

As I was awaken by my hp alarm, I knew that Friday would be yet another busy day for me, working as a DRIVER! It was my bro(Eugene)'s 16th Bday so he decided to celebrate it in Mid Valley. Kingston followed too as he will be having a 5 day break from his SPM, searching for his coat for prom. Fetched both and their friends. I wasn't used to bathing so early but that's the only way to keep myself awake. Once we were there, off they went by themselves, ditching me alone. All they said were, " Bro we go walk ourselves la, you go on your own la". But for the badminton gang, I would have been alone for the entire 7 hours in Midvalley. =)

Walked, walked and walked. Managed to get my badminton student a present though after deciding what to get for her since she's only 15 and a little boyish. Ate at Kim Gary. Wasn't pleasant because the food is so hot(panas) even 30 mins after being served to me !! -_-
Went home at 5pm, fetched some of Eugene's friends home, went collect my mom's spectacles and checked my eye too. Bad news! I'm having asthmatism(if it's spelled like that). Worse among my siblings. 50 and 75. In short I will need to put on my specs when I'm using the PC and while I'm driving at night! SAD!! Went mamak, The Store to get PC stuff and then finally home. Dinner, Tv and cake!

So much for the day! Now I'm off to try out Red Alert 3! =)

pictures

Heng

Big Sis Suet Yi

The gang

GAY!

MOM protecting babies

RATS!! At Home -_-

Team Turbo

steven,kai,

daniel,jian,me

(tired and sad) with a smile =)

The sole/main reason why I was so tired is because of Hing Kai. Tired of waiting for him at Monash for 1 hour before the both of us(dam gay) headed to pyramid to shop! Apparently he wants to buy clothes for his Turkey trip, and so happened I intended to window shop for my one and only Liverpool merchandises so we decided to go together. Man! He can really shop! Worse than a Woman! Can really shop till U drop!! In a way I was accompanying him with the intention to shop as well. Haha. THAT FELLA shops like an aunty, YOU KNOW, usual stuff aunties do such as comparing here, there, everywhere, TRY TRY TRY and end up Purchase Decision postphoned, another session of TRY TRY TRY and TRY then end up Evaluating other possible Alternatives, OMG, I can die!!! LOL. Why can he so indecisive? WOMAN!! =)
Despite his auntiness, his sense of fashion and taste is admirable, just like me! =p


On another note there's another friend that I really have to mention. Yeah, u don't have to look else where or wonder whose that. It's U! STALKER!! THIS WOMAN (Fiona) didn't want to join us due to her PROJECT, and then wanted to join cuz she wants to shop, and 3/4 hours before we are suppose to meet up, "Sorry la, you both go have some brotherly bonding moments la". Indirectly, it makes the both of us even gay-ier, as if we are not gay enough -_- !!

We had a common passion for football/futsal except that he's Man U and i'm Liverpool. By 5pm we're done, summing up to a total amount of 4.5hours of shopping including lunch! -__- By the way, as a fillial son, i managed not to forget to get my mom a shirt as well when we shopped. A way to *bodek* I guess. HAHA.

Got home, ball-ed a while, bathed and off to mid valley for a birthday gathering. I was so lost, didn't even know where the hell is Northpoint. Ate at some place across the Northpoint bridge called Ninja whatever. I took only a soft-shell crab california roll which cost me RM15! -_-

The reason why I'm sad was because all my friends are slowly leaving and now finally, the one who always brings us together will leave soon. If it's not for her (Suet Yi, our big sis), we all wouldn't have contacted each another so closely and so well bonded. She was and will always be the initiator, and for that I really respect and salute this big sis of OURS. Without her, some of us may have fallen apart, and we're all scattered around, not giving a damn about each another. After so many attempts of trying to join them for trips obviously organised by her, this last trip to cameron is a MUST GO for me before she leaves to the US next year. We will all miss her badly! The highlight and joke of the day was also by her, HAHA... read on...

After dinner we went over to Goh Yuan's place to cut Kit Meng and Park Leng's ice cream cake. As we were eating the ice cream cake, laughing and all, Ze Lek, Heng's gf was standing behind Goh Yuan eating her cake, but Yuan was unaware cuz he was sitting. There he went yakking and yakking his way with his hyperactive hand gestures and all of a sudden, O!O!O!!!!Oh O! There was cream all over Ze Lek's lower neck area. The most hilarious thing said was by Suet Yi and it goes like, " HOR!!! HENG!! Goh Yuan go touch Ze Lek's BOOB AREA!! Faster go whack him", HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I really couldn't stop laughing, even now as I'm typing I'm laughing! HAHA!! And Heng was lying on the sofa watching Tv, didn't even bother! LOL.
That really made my day! I will try uploading some pictures next time.

The reason why there's still a smile on my face despite being tired and sad is that I'm happy with this gathering, where we are still intact. Although we seldom see a few of them from time to time, the bond is there and it will be there. Friends! are everywhere! Close friends! are anywhere! Good friends! are somewhere! and True friends! are dunno where! =p

The Pursuit of Happiness

After watching this movie by Will Smith, I realised that life's a brief candle, a tough candle indeed. In life, everything is unpredictable, some even seemingly impossible to believe and yet we have to struggle to make ends meet, struggle for education, job, love and what ever, you name it. Having said that, is that what we have to go through to obtain happiness, attaining and maintaining it? Is that our pursuit of happiness? It all depends on how we define Happiness, how we want it to be and how we go about to capture it. Nonetheless, one thing is for sure. Money can't buy Happiness. This movie has stomped a great impact in me. I am able to witness and feel his pain, struggle and sacrifice. Nothing comes easy, so we must appreciate and save what we have. This movie is recommendable to young adults like me who just don't know how lucky and contented I should be. For those who spend money as though as money falls from the sky without knowing the value of it and those who shop for the sake of shopping/on impulse, this movie WILL change you.

My pursuit of Happiness is not lacking of so many hours of sleep due to EXAMS and it is certainly not having to consume/swallow raw garlic, down-ing it with glasses of water to get rid of that fragrance!! :/