Liverbird on my chest

Sunday, October 23, 2011

PURPOSE

How do we know what we are meant for? What is the purpose of us being here? The purpose of living is awaiting death? How about evading / escaping death? I am lost. Why take someone's live when they have not even discovered their purpose in life?

Everything has a reason,  a purpose

Take life as it comes. No, we should not leave our lives in the hands of others. Take control. But there's only one thing we cannot control : Death

Overcome the fear of death:

We all know that one day we have to leave this world. Still we are afraid of death. The truth is no one is going to die for you; they may be depressed for some time. Time heals everything and they will carry on. Some might choose to leave this world but some did not? What about those who were forced to leave to make up the numbers?
 
Probably , perseverance is the best solution

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Hey Dad,

I got my very first name card!!! WEEEE!! I hope it'll be a start for greater things ahead! =)

Love,
Son

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Joss Sticks

Or Incense?
What is the significance?
To pay respect? Worship?
Or just a ritual?
Not offering it often?
So?
Does it mean you don't respect the person?
You don't love the person?
You don't miss the person?
I hold you dear in my heart,
I don't offer incense NOT
Because I don't respect you
It's because
It's all in the heart and mind
And I don't feel that you left us
I still feel that you are around
That's why I can smile
Some dont understand
My emotions and feelings
When I think of you
Sometimes I might tear
But most of the time
I will smile =)

I think what it says is true. It's all in the heart and the thoughts that count. It's something between you and I. I do not need to show others how much I respect you, nor show others how much I miss you or how much you mean to me. The only one who should know is you.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

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Where have you been?
I've been missing you.
I see ppl talking to their dads' over the phone
And I miss your calls asking me
"Where are you now?"
"How did the paper go? Can do? Koyak?"
Or scolding me "Where the hell are you?"
When it's only 11 pm.
I miss dialling your number just to tell you
"Di, I've passed all!"
And he'll reply "Good Good"
*goes to the bar to celebrate with his friends*
Using me as an excuse to drink.
I know you are always proud of me.
But I cant tell you now how proud am I to have you.
I can only show it by succeeding in my career
And letting ppl know that I am your son
I miss your voice when I hear ppl singing
Your fav karaoke song, we dont get bored of it.
And also your lame jokes,
Making us as lame/funny/lamer than you
The biggest resemblence I guess
Including the way you carry yourself
As a person, son, friend, father and husband
The things that u exposed me to when i was younger
Comes in handy now when i am working
Just like what u told me "I am telling u things 10 years your age"
I remember telling u bout my friends during secondary school
Telling you bout my uni assignments and assholes in my group
Giving me ideas for my assignments
Telling us about ur experiences thoughout your life
Altho it has been repeated for the umpth time
Your intelligence, observation skills and street-wise thinking
Is something I would try to emulate, I hope to be equally good
We were supposed to go to Korea together,
So near yet so far.
We were suppose to go to Liverpool together,
Looks like I'll be a lone ranger
I will carry u in my heart all the way to Liverpool
And I wont forget the promises we made
If I ever get the tatoo,
You'll be part of me, you've always been, always will be
And you'll never walk alone