Liverbird on my chest

Thursday, November 20, 2008

So Much, Too Much

Well, I can start by saying that I used to shave in 20 seconds but yesterday I took 2000 seconds simply because I didn't shave for 2 weeks. Trouble-free and laziness after the exams are the sole reason why I was reluctant to shave, only to the point where my mom, dad, aunt got pissed off with my 'janggut'. My hair is considered long according to mom, who also got pissed off with my hair. I can practically 'fing tao' like a dog to dry my hair after bathing. My nails are getting on my nerves and my mom's too but I'm just plain lazy. Not to mention, my table, car and books are all in a mess! A very untidy me indeed. -_-

By the way, I HAVE to put on my RM200 glasses when I drive at night, when I'm using the PC and when I'm watching the TV. So Pathetic! But what can I do? I don't want my asthmatism to get from bad to worse. And sad to say, due to some memory card error, I was unable to load pictures into my computer. So some ideas, thoughts, and pictures(of me in specs for the first time in history) will be uploaded another time.

I had torn my hamstring(muscle at the back of leg), according to my coach. The agonising pain around that area lasted for 1 week after some footwork training the week before.I couldn't even sleep and sit in peace because the muscle is situation near my butt. LOL. I had to put ice on it, hoping that it would heal faster but as I felt better, I got another injury. This time it's the front thigh muscle due to futsal. The back muscle was set for recovery and now the front muscle is injured. Both on my right leg. The futsal game was rough as we played Selangor state players, and I was only playing for my bro's team, no where near my team! However so, I still had my training with Nicholas, my most formidable badminton partner so far. We trained doubles stuffs for a competition but we pulled out because there are just too many state players and sports school players plus the venue is in Klang. Training was fun and we will continue to improve the partnership as there'll be other competitions available before he flys off to Australia.

On another note, Jas and I are back on terms, only to know that she'll be flying off to Australia next year. I do not know how to describe my feelings but I'm looking at the positive side of things. We're doing the best for each another, I'm not trying to think too much. Hopefully things will work out smoothly and in no time, I will join her there. I'm only worried for her. Worried about her safety, friends, the people, the society, accomodation, laundry, food and so much more but I know she can cope with it, she's independant when needed to =) I feel as though as I'm treating her like my daughter =p

I should just appreciate time, don't worry and be happy =)

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