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Where have you been?
I've been missing you.
I see ppl talking to their dads' over the phone
And I miss your calls asking me
"Where are you now?"
"How did the paper go? Can do? Koyak?"
Or scolding me "Where the hell are you?"
When it's only 11 pm.
I miss dialling your number just to tell you
"Di, I've passed all!"
And he'll reply "Good Good"
*goes to the bar to celebrate with his friends*
Using me as an excuse to drink.
I know you are always proud of me.
But I cant tell you now how proud am I to have you.
I can only show it by succeeding in my career
And letting ppl know that I am your son
I miss your voice when I hear ppl singing
Your fav karaoke song, we dont get bored of it.
And also your lame jokes,
Making us as lame/funny/lamer than you
The biggest resemblence I guess
Including the way you carry yourself
As a person, son, friend, father and husband
The things that u exposed me to when i was younger
Comes in handy now when i am working
Just like what u told me "I am telling u things 10 years your age"
I remember telling u bout my friends during secondary school
Telling you bout my uni assignments and assholes in my group
Giving me ideas for my assignments
Telling us about ur experiences thoughout your life
Altho it has been repeated for the umpth time
Your intelligence, observation skills and street-wise thinking
Is something I would try to emulate, I hope to be equally good
We were supposed to go to Korea together,
So near yet so far.
We were suppose to go to Liverpool together,
Looks like I'll be a lone ranger
I will carry u in my heart all the way to Liverpool
And I wont forget the promises we made
If I ever get the tatoo,
You'll be part of me, you've always been, always will be
And you'll never walk alone