Where'd You Go?

Where'd you go?

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the night always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying not to stay awake,
'Cause your image and words always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, I wished I had talked to you more,
I wished I dialled your number more often than you did to me
But when I pick up the phone I don't have much to say,


So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you,
Until the day I succeed far better than you,
I will always ask myself "Where'd you go?"

PURPOSE

How do we know what we are meant for? What is the purpose of us being here? The purpose of living is awaiting death? How about evading / escaping death? I am lost. Why take someone's live when they have not even discovered their purpose in life?

Everything has a reason,  a purpose

Take life as it comes. No, we should not leave our lives in the hands of others. Take control. But there's only one thing we cannot control : Death

Overcome the fear of death:

We all know that one day we have to leave this world. Still we are afraid of death. The truth is no one is going to die for you; they may be depressed for some time. Time heals everything and they will carry on. Some might choose to leave this world but some did not? What about those who were forced to leave to make up the numbers?
 
Probably , perseverance is the best solution

Hey Dad,

I got my very first name card!!! WEEEE!! I hope it'll be a start for greater things ahead! =)

Love,
Son

Joss Sticks

Or Incense?

What is the significance?

To pay respect? Worship?

Or just a ritual?

Not offering it often?

So?

Does it mean you don't respect the person?

You don't love the person?

You don't miss the person?

I hold you dear in my heart,

I don't offer incense NOT

Because I don't respect you

It's because

It's all in the heart and mind

And I don't feel that you left us

I still feel that you are around

That's why I can smile

Some dont understand

My emotions and feelings

When I think of you

Sometimes I might tear

But most of the time

I will smile =)

I think what it says is true. It's all in the heart and the thoughts that count. It's something between you and I. I do not need to show others how much I respect you, nor show others how much I miss you or how much you mean to me. The only one who should know is you.

-untitled-

Where have you been?
I've been missing you.
I see ppl talking to their dads' over the phone
And I miss your calls asking me
"Where are you now?"
"How did the paper go? Can do? Koyak?"
Or scolding me "Where the hell are you?"
When it's only 11 pm.
I miss dialling your number just to tell you
"Di, I've passed all!"
And he'll reply "Good Good"
*goes to the bar to celebrate with his friends*
Using me as an excuse to drink.
I know you are always proud of me.
But I cant tell you now how proud am I to have you.
I can only show it by succeeding in my career
And letting ppl know that I am your son
I miss your voice when I hear ppl singing
Your fav karaoke song, we dont get bored of it.
And also your lame jokes,
Making us as lame/funny/lamer than you
The biggest resemblence I guess
Including the way you carry yourself
As a person, son, friend, father and husband
The things that u exposed me to when i was younger
Comes in handy now when i am working
Just like what u told me "I am telling u things 10 years your age"
I remember telling u bout my friends during secondary school
Telling you bout my uni assignments and assholes in my group
Giving me ideas for my assignments
Telling us about ur experiences thoughout your life
Altho it has been repeated for the umpth time
Your intelligence, observation skills and street-wise thinking
Is something I would try to emulate, I hope to be equally good
We were supposed to go to Korea together,
So near yet so far.
We were suppose to go to Liverpool together,
Looks like I'll be a lone ranger
I will carry u in my heart all the way to Liverpool
And I wont forget the promises we made
If I ever get the tatoo,
You'll be part of me, you've always been, always will be
And you'll never walk alone

11.30

The time has finally stopped at 11.30. A watch can never be timeless. It needs to be constantly reenergized to continue running. Time can never stop moving but the time on an object can. So much for being timeless.

Time cannot be freezed. Once we missed the time, we miss the moment.

Sometimes the same time on a different day might just change your course of life. The 11.30 today and the 11.30 tomorrow is never going to be similar, unless it's a routine, say WORK? =)

Save You

Take a breath


I pull myself together

Just another step till I reach the door

You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something

To take it all away



Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there're so many things that I want you to know

I won't give up, I won't go somehow

If it takes me forever I want you to know



When I hear your voice

Its drowning in a whisper

It's just skin and bones

There's nothing left to take

And no matter what I do I can't make myself feel better

If only I could find the answer

To help me understand



Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there're so many things that I want you to know

I wont give up till I make you proud

If it takes me forever I want you to know



That if I fall, stumble down

You'll pick me up off the ground

If I lose faith in myself

You'll give me strength to pull through

Tell me to not give up cause you'll be waiting if I fall

Oh I know you'll be there for me

And I'll be always in your heart


Sometimes I wish I could save you,

And there's so many things that you have not seen

If I could I would save you so that

You can see us grow,

Watch us fly, just like doves

In return feeling your glow



But I know deep down in my heart,

You have already been saved,

You will see us succeed and

Live life happily just like having you by our sides

We'll carry on with your laughter, joy and happiness