Liverbird on my chest

Monday, September 29, 2008

sigh

sigh, sigh, sigh
acc assignment
sigh, sigh, sigh
last assignment
sigh, sigh, sigh
tak tau buat
sigh, sigh, sigh
no one knows how
sigh, sigh, sigh
the only one who knows
sigh, sigh, sigh
charges me 100 per hour
sigh,sigh,sigh
so dam expensive
sigh, sigh, sigh
what can i do?

training-less

What is this?
Why no training?
Why is my coach at China Masters?
And no one is there to replace him?
And why are we not informed?
What is this?

Ended up just playing matches

Highlight: beating Eugene(me 2nd bro)
18-21, 21-16, 25-23

I used to beat him, but after we started training approx 3-4 years ago, he has massive improvements, beating me, prob because he's younger(in denial, haha).
But now, I'm back!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

peace, calmness, serenity, tranquility

Angel fish = delicate, graceful, proud






"kampolo"= a mixed breed of parrot fish



My dad's latest collection. Just look at him up there. Semi naked. lol. Dad and i share the interest and passion for fish. Just looking at them swim really calms me down. We can chat and observe the fishes for hours. Just one part of our big fish collections.
Pride and Passion

Thursday, September 25, 2008

*emo mode*

Have you ever felt that the world is very unjust?
Have you ever felt that everything isn't fair for you?
Have you ever felt that tomorrow might not always be a better day?
Have you ever felt that you do not deserve this?
Have you ever felt that you have given everything and yet you do not get the results?
Have you ever felt that things always don't go your way?
Have you ever felt that your efforts are all wasted down the drain?

I'm feeling those right now. I have this feeling, always. Since secondary.
I hope it will not be for the rest of my life.

Why? Of all the people why me? What did I do to deserve this?
I put in so much of effort and time on my research and my results?
It's as though i don't even have to put in effort to get those marks!
I'm so tired, frustrated and disappointed.
It reminds me of PMR, working so hard and yet missed an A
It reminds me of CPE, being hardworking and so what? Almost pass.
Almost = Nothing
I'm so sick of all these happening to me!

The worst part is, you see people get to score effortlessly!
Why is the world so unfair?
You see people getting stupid assignments from seniors and make it theirs!
I did my research, I made my assumptions and argued based on it.
I have my stand.
But the suggested answer is very objective
I thought Law was supposed to be very subjective?

I feel that the world is against me. What can I do?

And yet i have to shove all these inside to put on a happy face to send off one of my good friend(Mel JC) to Ireland just now. When all my friends teared, my heart wanted to tear as well.

How could this happen to me?

*emo mode* for the entire day.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Summary of

Today's Wednesday.

10-11am Business Law tute
11-1pm Marketing lecture
2-3pm Macroeconomics tute
3-5pm Business Law lecture

Exceptionally very busy day!
Chased after Dr.Vanitha, my law tutor and lecturer
But she walks super ultra fast!
Sent her an email, hoping that I can get my assignment back by this week
Or else, after the holidays! I'll die of mental exhaustion by then!

-_-

Took me 15 minutes to sign in, cuz i forgotten my password! -_-
Today was Kingston(my bro)'s bday
He got his present from me earlier this year, which was
RM200 subsidy for his new hp
It was supposed to be doubtful debt, but now, it's bad debt, meaning, unrecoverable!
LOL.

Last Sat(3days ago) was my mom's bday.
Bought her some shirt cuz that's the only thing she will wear
Necklace, bracelet, she keeps it even if we bought it for her
Still waiting for money from bros cuz we shared it -_-
As a result of the present, all of us(her sons) got RM50 reload!
But i am still broke, and it's a week more before the next month!

Now, my mom is reading "The Economist" magazine, ALOUD!
What's her prob?
I can read it by myself, or rather she knows I'd be too lazy to read so,
She becomes our newscaster! LOL

Still a little sick and yet attended coaching session and working at the bad-shop until night

What a day! Another long day tomorrow!

Monday, September 22, 2008

BLACK HAWK DOWN!!

MayDay!! Black Hawk Down!!
Down with fever, flu, body ache, muscle ache, tiredness, fatigue and everything!!!

It's been a while since I had some major workout from these bacterias
White blood cells are regrouping, reinforced and ready to defend, or rather attack!

OMG I think these bacterias are eating up to my mind! SO LAME!

Wish me well!!